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bla [Oct. 17th, 2006|04:44 pm]
blablebluweee
i quit my job at target. im trying to do stuff at home, but i haven't started yet.

jenelle is moving in with tim. Tim is awesome, and so is dee. we go over there all the time and play magic. its fun :)

ummmm... i need to get my shit together.
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head like a hole. [Sep. 15th, 2006|01:19 am]
blablebluweee
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again
.xX Din Din Xx. says:
yes, fuck off never talk to me again


((brainwaves... talk))
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(no subject) [Sep. 10th, 2006|04:24 am]
blablebluweee
will's mom went psycho tonight and started yelling at him for no reason.
so he got his dad to come get him.

I had to hear them fighting too. it was uncomfortable.
I hope he is okay.
I know he is really upset.
His mom was mean to him.

i've gone from a 14 gauge to an 8 guage in a week. It hurt really bad tonight when i moved from a 12 to an 8, and I even put lube on it. The right ear wasn't as bad as the left one. I dont know why.

i just bought some 6 gauge tapers, and some bone 6 gauge plugs. :D

i dont remember if i already mentioned it, but i quit my job at waldenbooks. I'm gonna work at Target. and i get paid almost a dollar more then i did at waldenbooks.

im up so late. i need to go to bed.

nightie.
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Until the Day I die. [Sep. 6th, 2006|06:49 pm]
blablebluweee
My heart is breaking.
I dont know if I can live like this.
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Im suffocating. [Sep. 5th, 2006|02:06 am]
blablebluweee
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]

Ok. I really dont know what the hell is going on.
I DO believe Brandon has cancer.

I have hope that he wont die.
I wish he had the same.

This is to much to take in.

I dont know what the fuck I should do.
I saw him cry tonight, and it fucking hurt so bad.
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Why dont you fear me [Sep. 4th, 2006|01:19 am]
blablebluweee
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |say anything]

ok. i dont know if it was another girl.
uh... his friends were supposebly fucking with me or something...

he said that he has cancer, and he is going to die.
i dont know what to think. i dont know if i should believe that.

i dont know what the hell is going on.

everything is always being torn from me.






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(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2006|03:13 am]
blablebluweee
[Current Mood |confusedconfused]
[Current Music |bloodhound gang]

So... uh Brandon dumped me.


I cant believe the shit people can talk.
They make you love them, and then they break you.
I can't believe the world is so fucked up.
Society. God dammit, I thought this kid was a normal guy.

I loved him...

He said he loved me, but changed his mind the night before last. He doesnt think he was really in love with me.

Me and Will went to the movies tonight. We saw little miss sunshine. It was really good. He bought a digital Camera, but Imma steal it. I want it! And I got some 12 gauge tapers, i got them in with some lube. haha. But Next im just jumping to an eight. and they are pretty too. and i got a long cool skirt, and a harry potter t-shirt. :D he bought it for me :) HEY I bought the drinks and his candy! im poor. i could have 200 dollars, but i bought a fucking plane ticket for no reason.

I peer pressured Will into smoking weed last night, and he kinda freaked out. I feel bad. Cause he was REALLY freaking out. I think we smoked too much, and me and jenelle just couldnt realize it because we are stupid.

We spent the whole day together, and It was fun :D

Shopping is awesome.
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Dear diary my teen angst bullshit has a body count [Aug. 29th, 2006|05:09 pm]
blablebluweee
[Current Music |from first to last - ride the wings of pestilence.]

I fucking hate myself.
I hate will.

I'm going insane. Im not ok. And I dont think I will ever be. HE did this to me. I can't have a fucking normal relationship.

LIES
LIES
LIES

AND NOTHING IS OK
NOTHING IS ALRIGHT.

AND IT PROBALLY NEVER WILL BE.
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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2006|05:03 pm]
blablebluweee
[Current Mood |weirdweird]
[Current Music |aphex twin]

I feel like im on a small dex trip. I'm sick so I have to take Robo cough and cold. And I guess me taking it every 6 hours or whatever is building it up in my system.

I have class in like 3 hours. I have to go to Walmart to buy silent hill. Me and Brandon are gonna watch it tonight over the phone :D

heck yes!

i feel so weird. I need to finish harry potter, and fucking kadjsflkasdjfl;kj i have to take that book back to work. i dont feel like it. oh well. whatever.
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(no subject) [Aug. 17th, 2006|01:53 am]
blablebluweee
Ok now I know there is something seriously wrong with me. Like seriously.
Read my last journals. I was fucking happy. I have every reason to be.
And yet still I feel torn into little pieces.

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Perhaps I should start taking my zoloft again.. infact, I will. Tommorow I am going to go to the pharmacy and get a god dam refill.

Why cant I just be fucking normal?
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